I need

So my camera has broken and I won't be able to get another one for a least a month or so because we are a little tight on money right now but I do have some stories that I want to write down or type down I guess before I forget about them.
To Payson everthing is a need to him right now. We were driving somewhere and he said "Mom I need to hurt Sadie" I told him "No we don't hurt Sadie." After a while I looked back there and he was hitting Sadie. Then the other day he had pushed Sadie down and it was basically the same conversation about how we don't push and he thought about it for a while and then he came up to me and said "Mom I need to push Sadie." He also has told me he needs to take Sadie outside, and my favorite he needs to spit on my sister Lynnae. He say's these things in the sweetest little voice, I can't help but laugh at him.
He also thinks he is big enough to pick Sadie up now. Last night Bradley asked if I was going to put Sadie to bed and then Payson got up and said "Payson put Sadie to bed" and he lifted her up and attemted to carry her in her room. Luckily I do have a picture of him picking her up because she likes to mess with the tv and he always picks her up and moves her.

Where's Sadie

The other day Sadie was wondering around the house and I could hear her in the background. I had gotten caught up in what I was doing though so I wasn't paying that much attention. After a while I had realized it was really quiet so I went to look for her and I could not find her anywhere. I double checked everywhere I went. I was thinking there is no way she went outside, so where is she? Finaly after looking for a while I decided just in case I would look outside. Payson was outside playing but I couldn't find Sadie. I asked Payson, where's Sadie? He pointed towards the barn, so I went over there and there she was playing in the mud. I still don't know how she got past me. I didn't hear the door open and the door was in my sight. Maybe Payson being the nice brother that he is snuck her outside. I will never know.